i realized something about myself on the bus ride home last night – i love receiving props for my posts.
i guess i went through a “phase” where i felt that if the masses were not landing on my blog’s doorstep to offer their props, then what i had to say must not have been good enough [or something].
“hi, my name is josh, and i’m an e-prop whore”
i think that is/was part of my problem – part of my recent funk – i put too much pressure on myself to come up with something clever to write that would guarantee me comments when i returned to work the following morning.
enough. it ends here, now.
i’m going back to writing how i feel when i feel it and heck, i’m not going to worry about what other people think [and possibly may or may not say] about my entry.