i’m meant to do something (or, at least something more than what i’m currently doing).
my spirit feels weak, tired, uninspired. i know that i was meant to do something big, and what i’m doing presently isn’t it. this getting yelled at by people via email and phone isn’t what i signed up for in my life. this feeling of being under-appreciated for what i do, the shit (pardon my french) i put up with… it’s exhausting.
i don’t know how much longer i can continue to function in this current capacity. something’s gotta give.