i came to the realization the other day while eating cheap sushi in a crowded seattle mall that i hadn’t forgiven myself for something i had been holding over my head now for the better part of a year and a half.

for the first time ever, in the din of the crowd around me i said out loud, “i forgive myself” – and for but a moment, i believed it.

i’m not there yet, but at least for that one moment i owned a freeing feeling. (i hope more are on the way)

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